Alright so best weekend so far, yesterday friday I saw liney I was really happy to see her and we're renting out shbooms for a big party gonna be so sweet anyway, after school and receiving many "merry christmases" i got a Happy Hanukah i was like do i look jewish haha, anyway, I hung out with lina after school said bye to some kids, and had a fun ride over to practice with Chris, Mondor, and Espay, So after practice Ryan Hagenbuch gave me a ride to brians house for "team dinner" the ride there was so much fun me and Sam had a great time the ride was better than the "dinner" you really can't call it a party lol, anyway after teasing the cat , getting stuck downstairs and saying grace hahaha listening to brians younger brother humor us watched people play ping-pong that was fun the first 40 times i saw it, anyway went home hung out then woke up around 9 took a shower went to the Catholic Relay so much fun, i got 2 firsts 100 fly and 400medley relay in which i swam fly, the rest i got seconds which is quite impressive if you ask me lol. Alright, Time to go please leave a comment if you read this! Thanks

-BJD

Well It has been a LOONGG time since I last wrote I know sorry But IM" here now! haha, anyways lets seee... whats going on in my life, well swim is back up and running lol yippee all we do is just bash the team lol and good ol'beahno is the team captain I could say something cynical but I'm not going to.
See Thats my problem I have such a dry sense of humor and i'm synical and its awful like I have an opinion for everyone and everything which is bad I don't want to be like that but I am lol so =( alright so the lunatic is back up and running again wow I can't stand that kid you know he just cant stand it he's got some Idea that i have more than he does and thats not true and he thinks i'm every bad adjective there is he also cant stand that his friends like me better than him well the majority of them do anyway but I'll just act nice to him though, I dont want to.

Alright not much is going on right now, if you read this pleasee leave a comment!! THANK YOU

[1] First name: Brendan
[2] Middle name: James
[3] Last name: Donahue
[4] Sex: male
[5] Nicknames: brendan, bren, brenny, brenny pants, don, don-don, donny, brenz

[6] DOB: jan 21
[7] Age: 15
[8] Sign: aquarius
[9] Where were you born: worcester mass
[10] Where do you live now: Holden
[11] Parent's names: john and elaine
[12] Sibling's names: Jen
[13] Pet's names: Mini Schnauzer Bismarck
[14] Eye color: blue
[15] Do you wear contacts/glasses: nope
[16] Hair color:brown but  it gets lighter in the summer
[17] Long or short hair: short
[18] Do you have freckles: ya
[19] Do you/did you have braces: I had them 
[20] How tall are you: 5"11
[21] How much do you weigh: 170
[22] Do you have/want any piercings: naw
[23] If so, what? n/a
[24] Do you have/want any tatoos: no lol
[25] If so, what and where: i donno
[26] Do you smoke: nope wont either
[27] Do you do drugs: nope no drugs
[28] Do you drink: yes
[29] Have you ever broken the law: oh most likely lol
[30] How many times a day do you brush your teeth: two to three times
[31] What kind of toothpaste do you use: Colgate
[32] What kind of shampoo do you use: Paul Mitchell
[33] What kind of conditioner do you use: whatever is there but i ususaly wont waste my time
[34] What kind of soap/body wash do you use: dial body wash

friends
[35] Name some friends: bob,liney, kelsey, annie, bill, rob, anthony di pasquale, bridget, kerry, zach, leyla, and lots others
[36] Who are your best friends (same sex): Bob
[37] Who are your best friends (opp. sex): liney
[38] Who are your best friends online: friendships arent based on online conos
[39] Do any of your friends smoke: ya
[40] Do any of your friends drink: ya
[41] Do any of your friends do drugs: ya
[42] Who do you hang out with the most: my school friends
[43] Who do you trust the most:: bob
[44] Who do you tell EVERYTHING to: liney
[45] Who always makes you laugh: bill madus
[46] Who is the loudest: lilly
[47] Quietest: rob, but i don't really like quiet kids

[48] Shyest: no one is really shy lol
[49] Most outgoing: jackie
[50] Lives farthest: oh i dunno
[51] Lives closest:: any kid that lives in holden i guess lol
[52] Best driver: no idea
[53] Worst driver: my mother!
[54] Nicest: annie
[55] Meanest: oohh me lol
[56] Most couragous: espe
[57] Complains the most: ME
[58] Best singer: ash
[59] Best dancer: jackie
[60] Always online:: me cause i dont have a life
[61] Most athletic: espe or emily
[62] Shoulder to cry on: ?
[63] Tallest: espe
[64] Shortest:: helen
[65] Known longest: , liney, leyla, but i know liney
[66] Known shortest: annie
[67] Cutest: bridget
[68] Best couple: lina and mike GO FOR THE GOLD!
[69] Worst couple: me and britany dont call it couple lol
[70] Wierdest: bob
[71] Funniest:: me nd bill
[72] Knows you best::no idea
[73] Smartest:: liney
[74] Most sensitive: liney
[75] Most blunt:: espe and me
[76] Scariest:: i have no idea
[77] Coolest parents: JANICEEE haha
[78] Coolest sibs: bills sisters by far

[85] Who you saw last:: kyle
favorites
[86] Number: 10
[87] Color: red, white, blue

[90] Actress: michelle phiffer, gwenyth paltrow, halle berry, alot more

[98] Ice cream: strawberry or black raspberry


[118] Shoes: nike and addidas


love life
[143] Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
[145] If so, who is it: ...
[146] How long have you been dating them: ....
[147] Where do they live: ....
[148] Do you have any crushes: yaaa
[149] Who are they: ...
[150] What do you look for in a girlfriend: someone i can talk to
[151] Do you have any celebrity crushes: yes haha

[152] Who are they: n/a
[153] Have you ever been in love: im kinda a cold person
[154] What was your longest relationship: me and danielle

[155] Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry:na...

[157] Have you ever been cheated on: no

have you ever
[216] Smoked: na
[217] Drank: yes
[218] Used drugs: nope
[219] Stolen a car: no and dont plan on it either
[220] Skipped class: nope
[221] Got suspended: naw

[223] Been in a car accident:: Yeah BUt it was a while ago

[225] Gotten thrown into a pool: prob lol
[226] Caught something on fire: no
[227] Caught someone on fire: nope
[228] Played Truth or Dare: but of course

[231] Kissed someone you didnt know: big mistake



[246] Told someone off: YAAAAAA
[247] Person who called you: my sister

[248] Person who just imed you: ugh dan paine
[249] Person who was in your bed: oh gee... let me think.. ??????
[250] Person who saw you cry: ugh i'm sure someone has lol i don't cry much
[251] Person who made you cry: ....they know who they are
[252] Person who said they missed you: kelsey
[253] Person who you missed: alot of kids  

Alright guys so its the night before Thanksgiving, I hope you all have a happy thanksgiving!

Well now, you know its not always about you, and your needs, You just sorta have to get off your high horse, and start helping others, talk to people, care about them don't spend your whole life wishing you were someone else, or you had the money they did because you dont know whats going on in their lifes or what they're feeling and don't spend half your life waiting to talk to you, talk to them friendships are supposed to be completely mutal and it suks I know when things don't go your way or you don't know what to do, but hang in there, theres gotta be more to life.

For the last 3 weeks or so I've been completely miserable, i spent those 3 weeks wishing I was someone else or I could be like someone else trying to hold on and not let go , and I don't think i'll ever really be able to let to go, cause I don't want to let go because if i let go all that will be there will be some horrible memory or a happy moment that isn't there anymore and you can try and hold on and try to stick in there but how many times can you be tooled with before it makes you go mental? Each time you get "played" you just keep getting weaker and weaker until you honeslty just want to give up.

And when you're down, the first person who truly cares about you will approach you and just make you feel so good about yourself and to think that someone besides your parents actually care about you is huge.

So No, I'm sure you're deeply saddened I didn't tell you about my day or my week because if you look close enough its all in those 3 or 4 paragraphs.

Ps. Guys if you Read THis please leave a comment! besides tappykid lol, i know she reads it but if you read it please leave a comment I love reading those Thanks alot!