So, last night I talked to Brittany for a little while then listened to some music and then snuck out with Meg around midnight and we went for about a 2 mile walk or so and I got home around 1 am and was soo cold then I sat with my puppy for a little while and went to bed. This morning I was rushing to get all my homework done. I miss talking to Dan in the morning Oh, well as long as we are still friends haha. Urg today in history Mr. Wood asked me what some word ment and I said that I don't know so he made me stand outside in the -40 degree weather it was so cooolllddd. Then I had my last P.E. class for this year and no more resource:'(. Spanish was boring and Ms. Copp seemed to be in a mood wonderful I know then a science test URG so many tests this week that I wasn't ready for. Then after school Brendan Donahue called Lina and I talked to her briefly and then went and talked to Froshie for a little while then he came and sat with me for a little while and then I noticed someone who I don't like sitting practically next to me so me and Froshie left until he left the table. Then me and Brendan chatted a little and my mom picked up Lina. I saw Joe leave and thought Hmmm is Lina here yet. So, I looked out the cafe window and was like is that my car and low and behold as Joe walked out I saw someone jump out my car run up and tackle him IT WAS LINA haha it was so funny. I saw Liz my darling salsa mouse and was like Liz you wanna come over too? and she said sure she gave me a big hug too/:-) I missed her muchly I hadn't seen her in about 4 months. So we all sat in the way back and went home. We played with my dog for a little then had a vasiline fight.(pics to be posted later there funny) and then cleaned up and watched Bruce Almighty we didn't finish it this time either haha and played some Tekken 4 hahah during the movie we all pretty much fell asleep I think Lina did fall asleep at one point. Then we went and talked to some people online. Liz went to go and try and wash her hair again and my dog attacked her so she was in a corner for about 5 min squeeling it was so funny. Then we talked about someone and Lina shared all these funny stories about him/her and we called Chris Pinto, well Lina did and Tom had called me. I think Tom and Liz would be cute together:-) We sat and joked around for a while and I called my friend Chris on Lina's cell and talked to him for a little while. Tonight was awesome I had such a good time. So, then we gathered everything and my Dad drove them home. Ahhh, now to journal junk hahaha. as always Bobby
amusing quotes of the night: MiSsLiZyLiZ88: ew i need to like shave my head MiSsLiZyLiZ88: would you think any less of me if i shaved my head? iWISHIwasCLOUD: nope MiSsLiZyLiZ88: good because thats what i really want to do
so I sent Dan a pic of Lina Liz and me and he goes: Fck Authority 06: u look wierd in that pic so I send him one with all of our middle fingers and he says: iWISHIwasCLOUD: better? Fck Authority 06: mhmm Fck Authority 06: fuck u 2:: holds up middle finger::
I sent Ash a picture of me and Liz Stars r ForeverX: lol she is trying to look cute and your snorting
Well, the past few days have been mildly amusing. Chris returned and we have been talking. I went back to school and lots of make up work and tests. Brendan is so funny haha I missed that whilst I was sickly. I miss Dan though now that he goes to another school ah well. Today is one month for me and Brittany shes so great shes not only my girlfriend but one of my best friends. I spent a long time working on the community yesterday and today well more today. Yesterday I spent hours making my journal look nicer. I also scanned some pics and made a ton of icons. There has been a lot more going on but I just want to get this update over with haha I need to do a long one and I shall soonly but not right now I'm swamped with IMs and comments to reply to and I need to get commenting on everyone elses journals sorry everyone I have been reading them. Meh, still no time for large updatedlyness but I'll leave you all with this. I'm happier right now than I have been in a while. But, I miss a lot of people from my recent past like within the last year, and I've never felt so alone before. I miss trusting people or more or less having people I can trust and that appreciate me. No one misses me after we fight, its depressing ah well. I'm going to sneak out with Meg tonight one of the last people I do trust thank god for her shes like what one of 3 tops ah well as always bobby as always Bobby
Whelp, today wasn't terribly productive. I woke up early and surfed livejournal for a bit WOO made a new Livejournal friend. Then talked to Chris and decided to hang out with him before he left for school. I went to tutoring and did some of my report then went to the mall. I got there early so I could hang out with my good friend Dan, but last minute there was a change for him and he went a differnt movie theator. So I ended up talking with this kid Tom that I used to go to school with. Then Chris showed up and we went to CVS and then Dean Park and just chatted, then he took me home. I'm going to miss him while hes back at school this past week has been awesome with him. So he dropped me off at the end of my driveway gave me a hug and left. I went in and went online talked to Ash and then basically went to bed. All in all not such a bad night. Vacation is over and Chris is leaving and we all have to go back to school. All vacation I don't think I actually hung out with anyone from St. John's. Mainly Lina last week, and Sean came over. Then this week I have been hanging out with Chris everyday. Then later Brian, Ash, Pookie, and Tim stopped by one night. Ash stopped by another night in her car. Basically that all my older friends that I have been hanging out with. Of course me and Jessi have been raising hell for my phone bill. I think I will do the recap now. Better late then never or at least start now. If it isn't posted soonly remind me please. Its mostly done and shall be posted soonly. I'm going to the movies today with Jacky Jill and some other crazy cool westboylston people and hopefully my dearest Ash<3 As always, Bobby
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me and the lovely Ash«3
So, we went to the dunkin doughtnuts and Ash, the excellent driver that she is went in the exit and Ash proceeds to say "wheres the drive through" I reply "Over thurrr by the ENTRANCE!" haha classic
But before we proceeded to D&D we went to the mall it was closed and had been for the past hour and a half. So, we snuck in and used the photobooth(to be posted lata) and then snuck out and ran away from a guy using a vacuum cleaner. We litterally dove behind an esclador and then a pole so that man wouldn't see us then booked it outta there and continued to go to dunkin doughnuts
Ah, I love Ash sooooo much. You always make me smile thanks for everything I don't know where I would be without you, you're one of my few friends that have lasted and never let me down. Theres nothing more to say except I love you and always will like I always told you; you're stuck with me forever and I wouldn't have it any other way.
Other events of the night....Brian is no longer my snickerdoodle. haha
touch me touch me plase someone tach me how to swim please dont let me drown
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Well, today I woke up arund 10ish to my watch alarm. I just sat online until Chris came on and told me that we would meet an hour later so thats what we did and I talked to pookie«3 in the mean time and called Jessi. Then I went and I met Charles, and Rose; the were nice people and I saw Yens, and Chris. All of us except Rose went tubing for about an hour it was really fun. Then we proceeded to get some food. Then we went to Wal-Mart Charles got into the shopping cart and I got in the baby seat and Chris pushed us in. We got yelled at by this old lunk of a woman in her late ninties at earliest. We walked around a bit and I helped Chris find a card and pocket watch and then I explained his receipt for him haha. Then we went to Dean Park and me and Charles went on some of the dumb kiddie things while Rose played gameboy with Yens and Chris fiddled with his pocket watch. Then Chris joined us and Yens a little bit. Then we left and Charles drove me home I was so tired I almost fell asleep on the way back. Then I got in and talked to Jessi and Ash on the phone and watched a little of Seventh Heaven haha ASH MADE ME. Now Ash is on her way over to make this night even better. She called Brian to ask for directions and once he found out I was on the phone he goes "Oh hey sugga whats happening" haha I replied"oh nothing much toots how about you?" haha that kid is great. I hope pookie is having fun tonight she should smile more often she has a nice one. Whelp thats all for now I think I shall work on tha recap now!Oh and someone is using an icon I made cause hes awesome. Also if you haven't join my community soco_community as always, Bobby
if i built you a city would you let me, would you tear it down
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Well, New Years Eve KICK ASS like no other. First it was a boring and tedious day cause I was anixous to hang out with Chris and I woke up early and such. Then I went to dean park with him and we walked around the pond or whatever you wanna call it and just talked about everything it was awesome. Then he drove me home around 7 and I showed him the Final Fantasy VII Advent Children's trailor and yeah he does look like Cloud. Then he went home and I called Jessi, not wuite 12 hours and no Lorraine. Ah well. I talked to Jacky and Jill, I donnno we just sorta bonded off the bat and those 2 are fucking awesome I love em. They were making me smile left and right it was insane. Me and Jessi had a good talk like always I love her soooooooo much. Chris and some friends were gonna come over but my mom was like nooo so I just said whatever. Ash was upset, she sent me an email and it just did me in, it was prolly the sweetest thing anyone has ever sent me. I love her so much shes so great. I talked to Dan for a little while last night. Hes a good kid, but he needs to smile more, he knows i care about him, thats all that counts. Then I went to sleep glowing with joy. This morning I got up around 10ish I hafta get ready to go snow tubing with Chris around nooon. I started talking to Korey, shes a sweetie I'm her little lamb and shes my pookie, shes a sweetie, I think we could be good friends, she has good taste in music and we all know how important that is with me :-). I think that I am going to do that recap thang soonly, hopefully today. Oh Chris just signed on I have to reassure plans now haha. Whelp until next time. as always, Bobby
as we kiss hard on the lips and swear this year will be better than the last
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Whelp New Years Eve is here and I plan on doing that recap sometime today in a cut text prolly in this entry maybe not. So, I had to cancel with Jen today, I feel bad, Ah well, going to see Chris today, that shall be fun, followed by new years with mah Ashiebaby prolly if not then phone with mah Jessi. Jessi said she talked to Lorraine and that she wants to be on the phone to:-\ I'm a little nervous about that. I really don't want to start the New Year off feeling like shit; from missing her. I also don't want a repeat of last New Years where she asked me to marry her. ::sigh:: I'm really nervous about it. Ah well. I talked to Ryan's friend Jill for a while today I met her at his party she seems fun. Now everyone go play some awsome new years eve music like I dunno JET BLACK NEW YEAR ...PERHAPs!!!! I hafta kiss someone so I can live by those lyrics. WOOO. I'm a sucker for lyrics. You love it though! OR ELSE! I'm hyper, but naturally so. It's cause I'm in a good mood. Donno why. Not complaining either.
iWISHIwasCLOUD: i hafta kiss someone tonight jill: O MAN..OMG I TOTALLY 4GOT BOUT THAT! iWISHIwasCLOUD: so i can live by the lyrics in the song jet black new year jill: lo jill: l iWISHIwasCLOUD: if no one is around at midnight im calling someone and kissing the phone jill: OO call me!!! iWISHIwasCLOUD: OK iWISHIwasCLOUD: whats ur number ill call it 5 min befor emidnight iWISHIwasCLOUD: we will have our magical moment from a distance iWISHIwasCLOUD: itll be the new rage iWISHIwasCLOUD: phone kissing iWISHIwasCLOUD: its like a diet soda iWISHIwasCLOUD: half the flavah iWISHIwasCLOUD: and no claories iWISHIwasCLOUD: WO)o0o0o0o0o0o0 jill: HAHA THATS GREAT I LOVE IT
haha had to add that ok comment like wild fire I'll write about my night lata
as always bob
ps I found this amusing last night DOG NEW TRIXS: iWISHIwasCLOUD: if she gets hunni buns i get toots howie2004howie signed off at 11:23:32 PM. howie2004howie: lol howie2004howie: of course u can call me that sugar DOG NEW TRIXS: iWISHIwasCLOUD: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS iWISHIwasCLOUD: ok toots;-) Stars r ForeverX: howie2004howie (11:27:07 PM): ohhhhb sorry muffin howie2004howie (11:27:42 PM): ur my pumpkin pie, u kno that Stars r ForeverX (11:27:56 PM): ya while you tell Bob that he's your apple cobbler
Yesterday was an eventful day. Two nights ago Jessi was on my sn pissing this kid off so he went on his friends sn and warned me so then the night before last that kid IMed me and said that it was his friend. We talked for a few hours anf got along really well so I was like we should hang out sometime. So then yesterday we did hang out and I found out he was 23, he looked 17 and acted it too haha it was fun though. We hung around the mall and the arcade and then saw the Peter Pan movie. We were fighting in the back it was pretty funny. I gave him a piggy back at one point and we got yelled at. I had a good time and I think we are going to hang out again tomorrow. Age really doesn't matter hes just as immature as me:-). I think I'll be good friends with him. When I got home I called Brian and he brought Korey, Ash, and Tim over and we all played video games and chatted. Then we watched SLC punk. Korey loves that movie too WOOOHOOO Tonight was the first time i met her shes a sweetie. Then we chatted a little longer and everyone left. I had a good night I felt like a fifthwheel when Ash and all them came over though. I got a hug from Ash :-) Tim too wooo. Some drama has recently occured that has made me rethink a few of my friends and other peoplehav emeraged that I think will make good frineds so everything is good. I was reading Koreys Journal and I saw a recap for the year and thought that was cool so I'm going to do the same thing. Whelp I think I'll do that in a separate entry. Until then. As always, bob
So, today my good friend Ryan came over and we played Tekken 4 and LOTR fun times. Then my darling Meg came over and we all watched Final Destination; good movie makes me think ah well. Whelp i stumbled upon some pictures from Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children that are perfect for icons. YESSSSSSSSSSS hehehe. Now I just need to find a good community to post em on or do any of you want some? Until later cya as always bob
taking back sunday - youre SOOOOOOOOOO last (like) summer!!!
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HEY CHICAZ sup?? im just chillin herre wit mah ill kiddies stephanie and linnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. YAY liek omg like this xmas is like so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o00oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o sExiFulLy AmBigUoUsLy Likee..AWESOME!!!!!!! hehehehehehe ahahahhahahaha wooooo!! i like gotta go cuz bobbys sucking some like peepee in the next room!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT MMMM
bob <3's men & lesbians mmm mmm mmm mmm cock cock cock ahh hhhhahhahahahahahah ;)
love you like bob loves assholes and cock, stephanie & liney
can i just get through to you? just this once maybe this time i really need someone like you
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so today was fucking awsome this whole weekend has been so yesterday liney came over and we did so much stupid shit haha we went ice skjating on my pool and broke the ice and fell in(thats the story im sticking to it) and played a shitload of video games and other shit it was awsome then today we went to boston to see a christmas carol and we called people the whole way there and throughout the movie we mocked all the actors and whatnot it was fun then we went out to eat wiuth everyone and we heard about how my cousin got keith thomas put on HER birth certificate so then later she said soemthing to lina that was mean i think so lina wa slike ya ok keith thomas HAHAH then we went home and made plans to meet espe at the movies and he ditched us so we went to best buy and saw chris aversa he gave us a ride to the mall he has an awsome care the sound system fucking kicks ass so we got food lina and chris stole a drink haha then i got some patches and bracelets in hot topic meh i have those friendship necklaces i made they took forever if anyone wants one then ran into dave and found espe then lost espe again and went to the photo booth ill post the pics lata then went perusing with chris through the mall good times good times and then brought lina home i was thinking on the car ride there espe is like kyle and lina like lorraine its kinda nice different but nice i miss her soooo much lately love sucks kiddos dont do it itll destroy you haha u don wanna be like meeeee ...bob the lesser known character:-P as always bob
write this down in that diary you abuse can we make plans can i just get through to you
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whelp its been a while since ive written in this fabulous little handy dandy journal this has been a hectic week BLAH i hate it liney came over tonight and we did a ton of stupid shit like we went ice scating on my pool and broke the ice and feel in haha that was so funny and we played video games for a while «33tekken 4«33 then we went to the mall to meet up with brit and her friend and we did which was awosme>:~} nothing that great happened at the mall we ate dinner with phil hes a cool kid i shall hang out with him more often tomorrow im going to a play with the family and liney should be fun today after school i picked up liney then went to get my hair cut oh wow liney kept getting bored and talking to me and i couldnt hear her cause the razor was right at my ear haha then we went to petco and god liney had to save ALL the feeder fish from death and the lady was such a wench shes like you want fish ...great im like uh ya i want that one and she gets the wrong one and its half dead and she goes "look healthy to me" and then im like whatever i was like 4 or 5 more feeder fish i wont be pciky cause your in a bad mood and she goes im sorry im like whatever then she scoops up 40 not 4 but 40 shes like your gonna take all of em and your gonna like it i was like WTF are you kidding me wow haha its all good though i now have 40 comets well a few less now my dinosaur eel ate like 4 or 5 of them hes getting huge >:~} i got a few new cds there awsome and dave bowman made me a mix and i love a song by korn called here to stay but im not listening to it now yes folks i have moved on to a new song >:`~{ i know oh well ill post the lyrics there so good and a special shout out to ashly hopkins happy birthday toots i need to talk to jessi >:~} to make this complete things are finally starting to get better and im lovin' it haha liney it walks away and i talked to lorraine the other day cause i had a dream about her meh it was nice we talked about the awsome times we had i miss her soooo much it hurts so much inside because of it to ah oh well though as always bob
"Rocked silent in a soft lullaby panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time where and when would I see her? Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth I stuttered replacing your face to those words where and when would I kill her? I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this I wish...to the bitter end of my day where were you? so you had your turn and you made it work now I'm the laughing stock of your joke crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life and I'll believe anything I have no luck with girls I overheard that you were unhappy too misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense over and out Connecticut but you had your back turned as you faded away at the end of my day I found out you weren't worth what I thought of you write this down in the diary you abuse can we make plans can I just get throught to you is this weird...do I scare her? I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this I wish...that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me this isn't love so forever let it go...forever will it burn this isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again"
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whelp the past few days have been ok liney came over 3 times last week and on sundday ryan came over which was cool haha me and liney do such stupif shit like running across my pool and having the ice break underneath our feet and biking to mikes without shoes and freezing i dont think i got that job and she didnt even bother to call to tell me i didnt so oh well i had the hardest timegetting this paper in first i go to school to type it and the whole computer network is down so sunday night my laptop still isnt back my dads printer doesnt work with his comp my normal comps monitor dies so i use the old mac from the 80's and im like meh ill print it out tomorrow before school and then the printer doesnt work and i dont have any floppy discs and it doesnt have enough space for the internet it only has 500mb on the hard drive and only 4.8 mb available YA THAT LITTLE i told you its OLD whelp thats about it until next time as always bob ps join the communitysoco_community
As if you were born into a world of tears, you always tend to look at the darker things in life. Inside you crave attention yet push away society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, you spend your time daydreaming of
Balanced. You accept your emotions as normal and are not overly happy nor depressed. You are emotionally balanced and should find peace in the way you deal with life situations. Your emotions are normal and well understood. You see the light in the dark.
How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla you're from the album, ``five stories falling``, jet black new year : you've experienced a trauma in your life. it has affected you emotionally and physically, and it is something you will never forget. you have a keen memory and are extremely romantic.
..so; what ``thursday`` song are you? ;D brought to you by Quizilla WOOO i love thatCD and ive bee listening to that song only for like 2 weeks you are "jet black new year" the best thursday song that there is!